posted by EmpressSassy on Nov 4

We all dream and lately I have had some really bad dreams, it’s making me crazy.  I used to read John Saul books and I would have nightmares.  So bad that I actually had to stop reading his books.  He is an excellent writer, so excellent that his books scared the crap out of me when I would fall asleep and dream about things.  I would actually bolt from the bed and try to run from the room, it was crazy.

That being said, lately I have had dreams about crashing my car into water and dreams about falling off a mountain the other night with Noah.  What is that all about?  Sometimes they say you have bad dreams when you are really stressed, but the thing is I don’t feel really stressed.  If you know me, you know my mind doesn’t stop so I’m not sure if I’ve just got things in my head that I don’t realize.  It’s making me crazy.  My dream about crashing the car into the water was very real and I woke up in a panic that I was still in the car!  I felt like an idiot once I completely woke up.

I’ve had nightmares for almost 4-5 nights.  I hate it too because I wake up alone and that freaks me out in the dark and I have to deal with whatever I “think” is the issue or sometimes I think I’m not alone.  Yep, it’s not been pleasant.

I read a book about dreaming in black and white vs. dreaming in color, but honestly I can’t ever remember what I dream in!  I am thinking I dream in black and white.  I always find it strange too, the people that show up in your dreams from so long ago.  What makes them appear after so much time?  What triggers that memory?  Songs, thoughts, words, something someone says?  Very intriguing to me! 

Oh well, I need to take some Tylenol PM and call it a night since Noah won’t be home this evening.  I need to get a good nights sleep.  These dreams are freaking me out, they have been a little too real.

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